satisfaction

sometimes, i just feel like i wanna drag myself into an accident.

i'll be lying on the hospital's bed, coma and fall into a deep sleep .

i wouldn't have to worry what's happening around me. 

i wouldn't have to think about the problems that have been haunting me.

i wouldn't have to think about those people who had made my life miserable.

i wouldn't have to fake a smile that would hid the sorrow inside me.

i wouldn't have to lie people that i'm okay whereas i'm not.

i wouldn't have to think or care of anything else.

just fall into a deep sleep.

i'm addicted

feeling like i wanna plead my ayah to bring me to the cinema and

watch Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa, AGAIN.

he's mine !

this post is specially dedicated to SHAZWANIE AMIERA AHMAD,

yes, i know our taste are the same.

kite kan twins, kan?

ape aku suka kau pon suka,

but for Prince Marcus,

no no no he's mine, okay,

dah. tak ad tak ad. 

dah book die dulu dah :P

HE'S MINE.

-fullstop-

terima kaseh.

p/s : this is a reply for your recent post. 

gaga :D

written sincerely by NUR AINA AQILAH ZULKIFLI

oh mannn~~

so my father brought me to the imigration to renew my passport just now.

and guess what? org tu kate " tak boleh la, nombor dah habes "

oh mann~~ i was sweating like hell and he easily said like that.

siot betol . time nk ambik gamba passport pon tga frustrated + sweating , so the picture turns out to be like my baby sister's face yg tga melalak . yup, my face was that bad .

munching popcorns

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa
This movie is watched by two creatures, Dhiyana Mahawangsa(my sister) and Qila Marcus(me) on the 13th March 2011, Monday, 6:00 PM. Thank you.

After about 3 months keeping the eagerness in me to munch popcorns while watching movie in the cinema, yesterday, i persuaded my ayah to bring me and sis to the movies. I was like " oh please please please 3x " and finally he said " okay ". I wasn't actually that eager to watch this movie, but as the movie starts, it really had caught my attention. ( dengan sound effects dia lagi ). 

This movie was really unexpectedly cool and interesting. Ignore what people will say and i'll still say this movie is cool like yeah. Seriously, i think this movie is really worth watching. Furthermore, for me it's better for Malaysian film producers to produce this kind of movie more. Because i think there's too much of light elements in Malaysian movies nowadays. kan? how about try something out of the box rite? 

Btw, while watching the movie my sis and i sempat admiring the heroes in this film. Ngee~

the conclusion is, i love this movie and that's it.

p/s : my sister gila dengan merong,

i gila dengan prince marcus, so sama2 gila :D haha.

sweet like yeah

http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/ourcountry/94250/owl-citys-adam-young-sends-swoon-worthy-love-message-to-taylor-swift/

haih ~ sweet gilaa kot .

sick sick sick

yes, my situation is kinda like this rite now.

argh~ i hate to be sick.

but it still not gonna prevent me from sticking infront of my pc.

hesh. i don't usually get sick like this.

it's okay.

it's one of the ways to get rid of my sins rite?

but it's making me lazier to do my homework.

urgh~

and yeah, lupe pulak,

thanks to my honourable teachers,

i brought back home a pile of precious homework to do.

ouh~~ yeah.

i think i'll do it tomorrow, or i'll get like this in a minute if i do it now.

wonderful life

life can be wonderful rite.

though sometimes it doesn't.

just forget about what happened to me this morning.

i don't really care about those people anymore.

memBOSANkan hidup, kan?

anyway, this afternoon, 

i played badminton with my ayah and it was ages 

since the last time i did that with him.

tgh syok maen, then dtg plk my 5 year old younger sister (yg reti pegang racket je) terkedek2

pleading she wanna join us.

hesh menyebok saja.

jadi net je la kot.

haha, pity her.

after that pujuk die and ajk die maen rollerblade with me.

well, sort of lah. die tak reti maen lagi.

so she just ran beside me as i play the rollerblade.

my sister tga sakit perot kot . haha . :D

this one, agak gedik i shall say.

seeing my sister laughing, i was so envious of her.
can't i just be like that? playing all the time and do anything i want 

without caring what others might think.

agree?

phew

sorry if my previous post scared you guys off.

i was just expressing my feelings here.

seriously, i've never wrote anything so wild like that in this blog before this.

so, that's mean i'm TOTALLY mad with 'those people' who can't

stop telling other people what they don't really know.

tu lah Malay people. suke sgt mengumpat.

even it doesn't involve the person they were telling to. 

penatlah. 

hesh. diorang memang tak boleh stop ke?

who they think they are?

i was just going to start doing my precious homework and

when my friend told me about what 'those people' had done,

i lost my mood that instant.

S**T betol lah.

i hate cursing people like this but, THEY made me do like this.

nak je mention name diorang satu2 dalam blog ni.

but i have to think, what if people do like that to me rite?

huh. 

dah la tu .

i'm tired and sick of it.

that's it

that's it.

i don't think its worth for me being nice to people

when people do the opposite thing to me. 

it's sad right?

i hate to dissatisfy people or make people hate me.

 it will make me feel like i'm some sort of a dangerous stranger

that no one would like to be near to.

stop it. 

PLEASE.

i just can't take it anymore.

if you guys are not satisfy with me and my friends or perhaps

JEALOUS of us, 

go ahead, but please don't start telling other people what YOU DON'T KNOW.

or maybe start telling those FUCKING LIARS that you thought will make people hate us. 
that's it, i'm not gonna tolerate with you guys anymore.

and, most important,

i DON'T care HOW OLD YOU ARE, if you don't respect me,

the same thing will happen to you.

ENOUGH.

Results

80% for Science

94% for Maths

88% for English

86% for BM

80% for P.A.I

81% for History

83% for KH

70% for Geography

Yes, i know they're not good enough. But i don't expect at all for these results. I think Allah has given me more than what i want, doesn't He? Especially for my Maths. I don't expect that i would get an A for it. Coz i was half awake and half asleep when i was doing my Maths test. Ngee~. And i thought i sucks a lot in this test , but Alhamdulillah. i got 7 As and 1 B. All praise to Allah. Every time the teachers called out my name and hand out my results, ouh~ i think i'm gonna faint on that instant. Especially for my Science and Maths results. My face was kinda like this, i guess.

or perhaps

or maybe

okay, enough. 

though i think my face was kinda like those pictures above, i couraged myself to take my test papers.

and, what i got, 

oh yeah~

except for my Geography. humph~.

i'm still grateful for it because i was expecting i'll get C for it.

Wait. But i guess, i don't think i still remember what i had memorised.

oh gosh.

hey hey .

And this happened when my first monthly test was over ;

The moment my Japanese test ended which was my last subject for the last day of the first montly test,

i can't resist to grab the novel that i borrowed my best friend. Credits to Aina Nabilah. :)

Others were buzy arranging their desks, i just sat on my chair and start reading the novel.

Har har. That's what Aina Aqilah normally do after her exam.
if i was to be in my home, surely i'll be sitting infront of the lappy and wouldn't wanna get off from it. 

hello

HELLO :)

Finally, i'm back home again.